i have been posting crap for the past few posts haven't i? Sooooooo bored...everyday wake up watch anime get headache go bed etc. im gonna change my skin...but i like it anyways..

God knows: I run away
I feel my empty heart break in two
I'm sorry that, I couldn't even rescue you
You're not alone
Don't suffer all of this on your own
Don't leave me out, please don't just leave your pain unknown

I will try to leave behind this dirty, tarnished tra~il
I turn my face away, never looking back on the lonely rail

And I will ..
Always follow through this
No matter what the pain is
Reaching descent in the world of darkness
We can shine through
The future's limits, we can outdo
And I will ..
Never let my strength die
I'm weary, but I won't cry
I'll keep on going, until your way beco~mes my way
We'll be together as one
The two of us, God bless ..

Emotional
I feel this warmth inside of me start
Melting my world, and wandering within my heart
No reason for
Excuses or of stories untrue
There are no words to justify me Lovin' you

Just for now I'll paint a dream, a lovely work of ar~t
And one day you will see, I'll be chasing long after your lonely heart

And I want ..
You to stop this lying
Don't keep on denying
Look into my eyes and tell me
What we're gonna do now
I am prepared to go with you now
And if the ..
Future's dark and vulgar
Won't matter, 'cause I'm stronger
I don't think destiny's set in stone, so then if
My wish becomes my new reality
Oh who knows what God knows ..

We are standing here
Among the silence everyone has disappeared
Beneath the veil of emptiness
We paint out strokes of dreams
But fleeting beauty isn't everything it seems
It still won't cover our scars

And that's why ..
I will still ..
Always follow through this
No matter what the pain is
Reaching descent in the world of darkness
We can shine through
The future's limits, we can outdo
And I will ..
Never let my strength die
I'm weary, but I won't cry
I'll keep on going, until your way beco~mes my way
We'll be together as one
The two of us, God bless ..
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Wish: How many forms of love
are there in this world?
Everybody is holding on
to different things living in this world

Family and friends and
companions with the same goal
Because of everyone
thats why I am here today

Always been important side
He learned the old unawares

It is lonely
to live only for yourself
Since I was born into this world
Everybody have to say good-bye
So I hope to bring you
countless smiles

Since watching things when I was little
New things
have already been granted
I lay in them

As time goes by
Though all eyes
are changed and broken,
Memory is intact

The stars that were found in the dark
Still glow in the mind

Because my pain
I want to tell
The billions of people I meet
Everybody have to say good-bye
That's why meekly
I want to smile a lot

In a limited time
What can be done
No matter how tragic or tough it gets
It will turn into happiness in the end
Definitely…

Everybody needs somebody's love
Love is necessary
Because being loved by things can let you smile again
Everybody wants to be happy
I pray for
your happiness as I sing

The reason you are here is: If I sing at night, I'll be swallowed by the darkness.
The morning light shines on that moment.
The light won't reach--no, that's not it,
The door is already open.

If I feel satisfied, I become worried.
If I cry, that's a kind of happiness as well.
Joy also comes
From being able to rise once again.

Ah, if I just take a step with all my heart,
I merely absorb the impatience.
The reason you are here now,
The sound of this rainfall knows.

If I spoil on you, there's something lacking.
If it's by my side, it becomes invisible to me.
You don't realize--no, that's not it,
I understand so much it hurts.

Ah, when I show my pride with all my heart,
I merely take it in, even in this moment.
The reason you are here now,
This evening sky knows.

I desire what I don't have.
What I don't have,
You do.

Ah, if I just take a step with all my heart,
I merely absorb the impatience.
The reason I am here now,
I'll search for it from now on as well.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Gekidou: Having keen eyes,
hearing those cliché phrases,
or being someone's copy can't satisfy me.
A spark goes out
it'll one day come at me as the threat of a tiger.

The best play in the house is made at the final period's dose at the first stage
and I don't feel like I can lose this battle.
24/7, come on, fight it out

Even if I'm stuck in a blue world, I'll laugh everything off.
And because I've now lost the sun, I'll go find the moon.

We lost sight of things that were clear before,
and now we're drowning in the sea of our memories.
But why? Why do I act like
I never made those promises and move on to the next passport?

Cloudy,
I've lost my insistence.
I'm tired of the flatterers I meet everyday.
The spark is about to die,
and although it's dying slowly, I won't think twice of what I said.

The best play in the house is made at the final period's dose at the first stage
and I carefully search for the doors to Elysium so that I can send him there.

What you get from pretty words you half-heartedly put down on papers
is just a desperately put together, empty story of pretty words.

Let's leave a bit of our important memories here.
It'll be too heavy to carry them all across the sea.
And the next time we meet, let's joyfully reminisce on these memories.

Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart?
Rebel one, I want to hear, again, the eternal voice.
Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart?
Rebel one, this is the turning point.

G9, that one column confuses the brain alteration from a shock.

Base, ability, mind

Round 1, go ahead and keep barking from that unsightly place.
There's going to be an all-out instant that was gained devouring the discouragements. The punch is full of G9.
And it causes a brain alteration just from its shock.
Rebel one, shake violently again, it'll blow out your eardrums.
Rebel one, shake violently again.

My eyes that can no longer find the sun
will now, never reflect and shine off the moon.
Following my endless desires and wishes,
I'll walk aimlessly, looking for something nonexistent.

We lost sight of things that were clear before,
and now we're drowning in the sea of our memories.
But why? Why do I act like
I never made those promises and move on to the next passport?

Let's leave a bit of our important memories here.
It'll be too heavy to carry them all across the sea.
And the next time we meet, let's joyfully reminisce on these memories.

If we successfully leave them here, we won't drown or discard and meet back here.
Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart?
Rebel one, this is the turning point.

Brightdown: I touched the bonds that have gone cold, with my fingers
The cracks in my heart crumble
My body wanders about, wow...

I disappear into a shapeless darkness
My faded memories are far away
The thing that I'm searching for is a mirage

"I'm hoisting the future up, far in the distance..."

My far off memories are of a world that shined
I look up to the sky, and call my dreams to mind
The scenery that we met each other in, in the endless night
Can't see the end of the days that we spent together
Even though we're this far away from each other
The shining light will arrive at where you are
And a miracle should make your wish come true

The things that I've lost, are my accumulated memories
A promise is hidden inside of my heart
I paint a picture of tomorrow, wow...

Echoing soundlessly in my heart
The words that we exchanged
Go along the distant night sky even now

"I'm hoisting the future up, far in the distance..."

Passing through time, in this changing world
I searched for the future, the chipped sky
The beating of my heart, in the unending night
Skims through, trembling, and echoes
Even though the twinkling light has gone away
I'll make my way to my dream at the place that I go around
And a miracle should make your wish come true

My far off memories are of a world that shined
I look up to the sky, and call my dreams to mind
The scenery that we met each other in, in the endless night
Can't see the end of the days that we spent together
Even though we're this far away from each other
The shining light will arrive at where you are
And a miracle should make your wish come true

Antoinette Blue: I had a dream: a nightmare
Where (your back grew further away).
I was frozen...

I was searching
Once again
For the warmth that should have been there.

I was alone on that night
With no place to run to.

Ah, I started to blame myself
While I was wandering.

So be by my side
And say that it's forever
Until the voices of demons have gone away.
To be sure that I won't lose you
I need to make certain.

Even if our precious memories
Become flawed
They are somehow just beautiful.

A blue butterfly,
My favourite hairclip,
Decorated the nape of my neck.

When you saw it fluttering in the wind
You laughed and said, "it looks like a specimen."

Swirls of light were being swallowed whole
But you were far too gentle.

I was the one who prepared
To pull the trigger...

So be by my side
And touch me properly
Until your fingers make me melt away,
Ending my life by means of pleasure.

Promises gone dry
Leave behind a build up of scar tissue
And that is just so precious.

So be by my side
And say that it's forever
Until the voices of demons have gone away.
To be sure that I won't lose you
I need to make certain.

Though someday everything
Will become flawed, I don't mind.
Risk it all for love...

Will by Lisa

With your heart guiding you, run through,
Right now, to the unmapped place of "freedom."

The faint darkness settles on the streets,
And the people hide their true faces.
Protecting your smile was impossible,
One the days I would struggle.

Soar above the sadness, piercing it.
Now, shout out your overbearing emotions
Take your pains with you as you go,
To the future where you'll meet the self you do not know.

If you clear your ears it can be heard
Forgetting the rest of the dream,
Throughout my body the wind's song started resonating,
This is the earth's preparation.

Your smile, that voice residing in my chest,
It becomes my strength.

Bloom facing that sky
Even if it's small and nameless,
Those times when that flower changes,
Your will of yours remains carved in stone.

Shining, piercing into tomorrow
Now, shout out your overbearing emotions
With our hearts guiding us, we'll run through.
Together, to the unmapped place of "freedom".

On that day,
My heart crumbled in silence
Even though I scream at being broken,
Inerasable memories and
Darkness flow into my eyes
And I sink into tomorrow
Whose colors can’t even be seen anymore

I searched endlessly for the day of reconciliation
Only for the sake of losing it,
I will live for the present

Even when it is useless and I embrace solitude alone
If you turn on the lights (If you turn on the lights)
I will shine towards them

“Feelings continuously filled with wishes will someday create colors”,
that’s what I’ve been taught
To be a person who continues to live with this in the heart
Because COLORS are born within anything and everything inevitable
I will paint tomorrow once more with these hands

Before I knew it, I became used to the things I've lost
Even the things which were placed into my hands slipped through my fingers

Before my tears dry up, the words which I wanted to hear
Are now for the sake of saving someone
(Its on your fate, you gonna do that!)

“If light becomes stronger, darkness will also become deeper”
Even if I realized that, I have nothing to fear
Because COLORS are born at the end of just about any kind of heart
My eyes are already open because we were gazing at each other

The BREATH of sadness, I was searching for that to stain it in colors
Without raising a sound

“Feelings continuously filled with wishes will someday create colors”,
that’s what I’ve been taught
To be a person who continues to live by this in the heart
Because COLORS are born within anything and everything inevitable
They will illuminate once more with the fingertips of light

JUST DRAWING... (JUST DRAWING...) COLORS IN LIGHT AND DARKNESS
AND TAKE IT... (AND TAKE IT...) COLORS IN LIGHT AND DARKNESS

Now, the gentle colors which could not be reached
With these hands, I will use them to paint and fix everything again

YAY!Finally PSLE over!Sleep and com from this day onwards to the dreadful 20th Nov -.-“

Endscape

Hey! There is no answer!
I'm going to stop breathing
so I don't forget the landscape of today

My feet are trapped by past experience
I created that imaginary process myself
If I care for it to much it will probably break
so I was afraid of creating something irreplaceable

I'm beginning to think we've lived this world too long

Hey! There is no answer!
I'm going to stop breathing
so I don't forget the landscape of today

Did I desire it so much that it would never be given?
the errors in time test the strength of my heart
the night sky above and the future that I wish to make come true
are strongly reflected in the opening of my eyes

I met change in my past, I can remember that time
I fell into a deep sleep as tomorrow floats by
I look upon the landscape from the balcony although it's not the same

The feeling of the docile truth of living to the extent of disappearing
is something beautiful even if it was just to become sorrowful

Hey! Our only sigh is what isn't enough
We don't have to fix it I just want to hold you in my lap
I'll sketch this before I wish it to happen
so it should be visible immediately

The sun calls out to me with a voice and my eyes are woken
to a red beach that is draining the changing color blue
Sparkling brightly over the hands of time are the clouds defying the wind
The tomorrow of me is here once more

There are so many interruptive things
Just standing here individually, I'm sure

Hey! There is no answer!
I'm going to stop breathing
so I don't forget the landscape of today

Did I desire it so much that it would never be given?
The errors in time test the strength of my heart
It was two years ago when I sketched it
so it should come to you visibly now, right?

the night sky above and the future that I wish to make come true
are strongly reflected in the opening of my eyes